LOS ANGELES – It was 1983, I was four years old, my baby-sitter was watching MTV and I was pretty upset that we weren’t playing barbies, but then I saw these werewolves and zombies breaking moves I’d never seen, to musical sounds I’d never imaged could be made. I sat straight up and was glued to the television set. That was the beginning for me, this was my music, this was the music that would define an entire generation, my generation. My first tape was Thriller and when CD’s came out, the first CD I bought was Thriller followed by every single Michael Jackson album I could find. Every album was the best investment I ever made. On a personal note I ended up becoming a musician and composer. I attended Berklee College of Music, and worked in the music industry upon graduating. Not only did Michael influence the music I created but he made me believe ANYTHING was possible. I headed down a path that was not easy, but incredibly fulfilling, it was always scored by the music of Michael Jackson and I was empowered by the influence of his courage.
I could personally list every Michael Jackson song, every dance move, and every beat that influenced and shaped my early years. From Ben to Bad, Man in the Mirror to Black or White, from seeing him moon walk for the first time and then trying many times myself to imitate the man. He influenced an entire generation of musicians, many have tried to match him, but no one will ever succeed, there is only one King of Pop!
I find it very sad that the media glare never allowed Michael the comfort to let his guard down long enough to talk freely, to allow us into his world and really get to know the man behind the music. Now it’s too late. Michael Jackson was a sensitive soul whose music transcended race, religion and gender. He truly cared about his fellow human beings and gave so much back to the world, through both his music and humanitarian efforts. It saddens me that over the last decade the world branded him as an eccentric and freak, then tossed him to the side like yesterdays trash. This man gave us ALL of himself, he introduced us to sounds not even found in our wildest dreams, he introduced us to dance moves that perplexed even the seasoned pro’s, he raised millions upon millions for several charities around the world and we took and took and took until today. Now there is no more to take. Michael Jackson’s heart might have physically given out today, but I think it broke down a long time ago. 50 in our years was probably more like 95 in Michael Jackson years. I hope the talents, achievements and humanitarian efforts of Michael Jackson continue to be celebrated and enjoyed for generations to come.
Michael, your music will forever be a part of my soul. Thank you for sharing your life and music with all of us. May you rest in peace.
Above are images of how I will remember Michael Jackson.